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That kid Billy that everybody hates
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| lurky mc lurkerson |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|03:39 am] |
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To all who would want to know, but too afraid to ask, (or banned for that matter), I am well. I am happy, and my life is being fulfilled. |
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| mhmm |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|01:35 am] |
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Im a jerk.... |
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| Fingers moving faster |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|08:17 pm] |
Even if I never love again. Even if I forget what your smile looks like, I am happy that you are gone. I have bled enough for both sides in this war. I am losing touch, and my heart is running deep and away. I willingly let this die. Life Support for a love that can't sustain, is worthless after all. I will push away all that care about me now. No bridge left intact, at least while I have matches left. Sleep will come less, and depression will set. Smiles will fade, and Eyes will glaze. I wish you no ill will my, bitter-sweet. I wish you only what you have sewn, and let deplete.
It has begun. The self destructive behaviour. The inability to let myself be helped. I will let my pain eat my friends alive. I will drag you down with me. I am sorry. I cannot control it. I am at my broken hearts mercy. |
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| The V is full of shit |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|04:01 am] |
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there was this girl who fooled me for a second. It pisses me off that I fell for it. Why isn't anyone real anymore? |
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| pretty much |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|01:42 am] |
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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck girls |
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| A letter: |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|11:05 pm] |
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I love you with all of my heart. You know this. I think everyone knows this. I am so lost and hurt, and I have no idea what is going through your head, but I wish I could settle it all down for you. Just give me a straight answer. Please. I would give anything to share my heart with you. I love you. |
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| fool mc gee |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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I am stupid. I will never learn. I will love forever. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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Just to flip things on it's head, I'm gunna post about how stoked I am right now...I fucking love my life. I love my friends. Even if some shit sucks, It can't get any better, so whatever, I'll deal. FUCKIT! |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 2nd, 2005|06:53 pm] |
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wow...downer. I don't know what other bad news I could hear today. |
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| band aids, mustaches, and a guy named bradley |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|08:37 pm] |
wow. I forgot I had this.
I always go through waves of using this shit. I guess it always depends on whether I have something to rant about.
Anyway, I'm bothered right now by the fact that my phone never rings when it should. I suppose I shouldn't be worried about it, but whatever, I get all emo anyway. Maybe, it has something to do with actions speaking louder than words? It would seem that way, except that there are not even words to contradict the actions....
Other than that, I exploded the tip of my finger tonight. I'm missing some of it now. It fucking hurts. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|02:30 am] |
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Im really annoyed right now. Things are working out well for me, but i am totally miserable at this exact moment. fuck bullshit. fuck luke. fuck no cowboy bebop on saturday nights. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|01:02 pm] |
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I'm super annoyed right now. I seriously don't trust anyone. bah. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
I just watched the pilot for FX's new "Over There". I am affected. I am nauseated. I am outraged.
fucking brutal. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|03:22 pm] |
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When it rains, it pours. And you're all flooding my mind at the same time. |
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| She wishes she was black |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|11:45 am] |
I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last night. It was amazing. I would actually go see it again. Tonight at the fair, X is playing. I wanna go, but I am definitely not paying to get in. sneaky sneaky time.
Today I am gunna run around and play with motorcycles. Its totally yucky outside right now tho..bum out.
This weekend is getting booked up already, I hate that. I don't like being committed to plans so far in advance. |
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| Live at 10 |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|10:00 pm] |
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Things are happening. It's good. Reinvention is my favorite pastime |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|11:38 pm] |
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I managed to make it to catalina today. I wasn't there for very long, but it was absolutely beautiful out there. I need to go there and spend some more time exploring and enjoying the natural beauty of the area. Things are kinda odd for me right now. I don't know what this is, but it's nagging at me. I have to figure it out soon. One of these days I'll put my lil thinking cap on and nail it down. Beach with Sandrine tomorrow. I miss her. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|11:52 am] |
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I don't know why, but I already hate today. guh. |
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